I haven’t written in a couple of days. I think it’s starting to make me ill.
I’ve had couple of reminders of my brother this week. Which reminded me of Mom. Hell, it’s reminded me of the Uncle that lived with us, who we lost as well. Grief is nasty. I get some time when the pain eases, and then it yanks the cover away and there it is… the huge gaping hole…where my mother used to reside…where my brother did…
I had migraine-like headaches last night and woke up with them today. I had a couple of job placement events I participated in today…mainly because I don’t want to get in the habit of skipping them. Of course, it didn’t do much for my disposition. But at least the headaches have subsided…
Tomorrow morning, I’m going to force my butt into the chair and work on God’s Golden Shore. I left off at the discovery of a body…so, one would think I have some interesting work ahead of me.
Tonight? I’m going to re-visit some Pressfield, because Resistance is a bitch, but it can me tamed.
Btw, excellent post on Dean Wesley Smith’s blog tonight, as he posts a blog he wrote in 2010 about the changes in the publishing world. I wasn’t writing much when this was all going on… but I found this bit of history fascinating. Here it be: https://www.deanwesleysmith.com/a-glimpse-back-almost-nine-years/
–TD
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I posted the same DWS llink in Of Interest in the Journal today. 🙂
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Haven’t made it to your site today…will remedy that
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Sorry, it’s a rough go of things right now. We should find some time to go get a pint. Let me know when you’re free.
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I owe Lot (who’s made it to a couple of pub nights) a meet-up for a pint before he goes to Texas in March… maybe we can kill three pints with one stone.
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I like to multitask. Are there any days that are better for you than others?
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Most evenings I can make work (depending on how the day goes) except Friday nights, because I run D&D for a bunch of teenagers.
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Okay, sounds like Tuesday, Wednesday, or Thursday could potentially work for me. I’ll check with my wife’s schedule tonight and send you an email and/or FB message.
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I’m going to be downtown (Radio Room) on Wednesday for a concert…but we can make it work before the 8:00 start or the other nights work too
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How about Tuesday? Wednesday is turning out to be my son’s birthday celebration – we’re going to go bowling a few days early.
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Sure, when/where? (I’m game for just about anywhere)
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I hope better days are ahead of you soon, friend!
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Thanks, Aila.
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Reality is rough which is why we writers are not weak but warriors to combat such trying times with the imagination buried deep within our hearts and minds. I blame the weather and losses of my own for being unable to write as I wish. Still each word we scratch into the surface of a blank page is a moment in which our rough reality cannot engage nor take away…. May your journey reveal a time of rest and resources soon my friend.
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thanks and I’ll see you Sunday
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Hey Tony, hope Mr. Pressfield was able to help you overcome some resistance or at least give you some confidence that you’ll soon be back on the road to production (love that book, BTW). I hit a rough patch a couple of weeks ago (as you witnessed through my blog), but this week has already been much better. Some days, you just can’t do it all… The best thing to remember is that it’s okay and you WILL get back to doing what you want because the love is still there.
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Thanks for the encouraging words, Phillip. Write on.
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